My thoughts...

i must say kong wah did a good role in photo shootings. he enjoyed every moment deeply and we really have fun through out the sessions.. it's tiring yet amazing..
this is the reason why the photo turns out nicely...
above all, i must thank GOD for placing kong wah into my life, arranging everything for me. through out the wedding preparations, sometimes i just forget to seek for HIS wisdom, but when i turn around i know HE is there for me...
just like lailai says, whenever i feel HIS presence, i am feeling back home again...
beautychock*

my wedding pics...=)

the beauty =)

acting cool...

having fun in the sea...

guess he is shouting that i am too heavy...haha

indulge in his breath...haha..

lying close to him...listening to his heartbeat...

i can't wait till this weekend to show u gals my pic...

i uploaded some pics here but i am only showing you gals... =) coz i want it to be a surprise to my guests during the dinner...=)

beautychock*

my mood of writing is back...=)

i haven't been writing for quite sometimes. usually it's due to my mood. if i am not in a good condition, my mood is not good...i won't choose to write.. bcoz i don't like to share my sadness with too many ppl...i am quite shy...haha
i was sad for the past few days bcoz i think i am putting on weight back...so i need to control my diet tightly now... i got less than a month to go...
too many things to be done and really little time for kw and i to communicate.. disagreements occurred and settled..
finally we have decided where to go for our honeymoon.
All this while we are thinking to UK bcoz he likes cold places and we wish to feel our memory back there when we were in UK.. we didn't decide it bcoz of the finances, our budgets are tight. By luck and by chance, (it's not convenient to share here...but some of u: momo and babei should have knew about it), i got some extra money and MAS has the airfare's reduction recently. after calculating our finances, we realise that we can make it finally...yeah...=)
we will go there in april for 2 weeks and the itenary is not planned yet... goon, here we come..=)
i have got my wedding pics.. i think we look really nice...haha..can't wait to share with everyone..
thank you so much for arranging the hen's night. i love u gals...
beautychock*

Coming home...

My Friday began with Word reading and journaling. I wrote something but I knew it was not true from my heart. I turned to the back page and began to pen down frankly how I really felt then, without having to hide or cover. It include my ill feeling towards some ppl...how incompassionate I've been to them...how indifferent and how cold I have been...only the Lord knows how I really was on the inside...

And these words sprang out - 'Matthew 12:7 I desire mercy, not sacrifice'...I've been praying and fasting for a miracle to happen. But it never did. Frustrating and almost giving up. Other things did not fall in place either. Almost nothing seemed right at one point. So much of unrestedness in me...how distant I feel from the Lord...

Until He says 'This is not what I ask of you'. But to be one whom He called me to be at workplace...in the ward...at home...in the cell...in my relationships...to be compassionate...to love one another as He has first loved me...

My day ended with this beautiful song. It sings like this:

'Somehow I realise I'm so tired of lies they keep telling me I should look down inside in myself to find something greater...When I know I can look at the bright side and find the Creator...I just need to spend one moment with you...Somehow it's a brand new world I'm passing through...You lift me higher, You let me see...Over the walls that surrounded me...Dont need to prove myself...Just need to show and tell..it's You in me - Juwita's You in Me'

Thank you Jesus, I came home again. It's hard to find my way home at times, but You never fail to lead me home each time:)

-lai2-

My Favourite Customer... (Part Two)

*Suppose to write a part two to my favourite retail pharmacist, but decided on writing this instead..hahha...how many of our customers are actually like this I wonder..

My Favourite Customer is someone who...

1. totally supports all our roadshows and actually buy some(if not all) products after coming for d FOC tests. Nothings comes free nowadays, even doctors charge for BP test, why shouldn't we?
2. ask precise and straight to the point questions. No beating around the bush or being long winded. (also, as simple question as possible)
3. understand our explanation immediately after we answer any questions regarding diseases or medicine or supplements.If still don't understand after the TENTH explanation, there's always the internet.
4. don't mind taking a whole load of supplements from A to Z, from EPO to fish oil, as long as we recommend..it's really good for them!!
5. will help to recommend their family, their yee ma gu jie sam ku lok po(2nd mother aunty sister 3rd aunty 6th grandma), their zhu pang kow yau(pig fren dog foe) the whole load of supplements from A to Z, from EPO to fish oil,again as long as we recommend..it's really good for them!!
6. will not come and disturb me when I am having my breakfast, lunch or dinner. Look for the sales assistant instead. We employed them for a reason, they are not invisible.
7. understands that not all items are discountable. Also understand that although pasar and pharmacy share the same first letter p, it's two different places.
8. knows the difference between farmers,chemists, pharmists, palmists, pharmacists, pharmacysts and doctors. No explanation needed.
9. explains to their children that the door chime/doorbell (ding dong) is not a toy. If your child wants one, please install one at your home please. We will be glad to let you know where you can get one.

sushi

My favourite retail pharmacist.. (Part One)

My Favourite Retail Pharmacist is someone who......

1. work everyday from Monday to Sunday from morning to night. She does not need any rest or public holiday and is always available in the pharmacy at all times.
2. can patiently explain anything tens, hundreds, thousands of times without feeling frustrated or silly. Basically, like a tape recorder being rewinded many times. I can also repeat my question in many different ways and she should give me the same reply each time.
3. will not feel irritated if I suddenly cut queue to ask questions or asked to be served first. Afterall, I am a VVVVVIP.
4. can give me super good discounts (> 50%) even when I did not request for it.
5. will not be angry even if I barge in and complain loudly and be sarcastic that their price is so much more expensive than other pharmacies.
6. can have her meals later. Doesn't matter to me if she has her meals disrupted or at irregular times.
7. will always give me free gifts everytime I purchase anything.
8. can still give me back the same price when I first purchased my medicine ten years ago. There is NO such thing as price increase!!

sushi

New Vocab

Let me introduce a new vocabulary which I’ve learned over the past 3 years in my current workplace.

*drum rolls*

PHARMIST!!!!

Somehow there are just a group of people who thinks that the person dispensing medication in a pharmacy is called a PHARMIST.

Been called ‘PHARMIST’ a lot lately.

Somehow it’s really getting on my nerves when someone calls me that although it was a good laugh when I 1st heard it.

So I’ve made up my mind to correct the next person who calls me a pharmist…

Oh for goodness sake!! I don’t want to be known as a pharmist.

This is just a presumption how this word came about:

Person dealing with chemical stuff : chemist
Person dispensing in a pharmacy : pharmist

What do you reckon? Guess there are many smart-alecs in the world huh….

*winks*

So as a warning… no one calls me PHARMIST k??

G9H10 - MoMo*Chin

Quotes

"To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore.
It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret.
Letting go isn’t about winning or losing.
It’s not about pride and it’s not about how you appear, and it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the past.
Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness.
It’s not about giving in or giving up.
Letting go isn’t about loss and it’s not about defeat.

To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on.
It is having an open mind confidence in the future.
Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing.
To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow.
It’s about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain.
Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving.
Letting go is growing up."

Quotes taken from quoteland.com

Just a quote i came across. Hopes it will inspire and help anyone who is going through bad times...

G9H10 - MoMo*Chin

time to face the truth

i hv been living in denial for the past 2 wks. trying to tell myself that it is alright. that everything will be okie but it is not okie. i feel so miserable; well, at least not when i am working. when i don't hv time to think abt it. princess. she's gone.